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AMBASSADORS OF THE FUTURE

Monday, June 15th, 2009 by mswora

2 Cor. 5: 14For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. 15And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.  16So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. 17Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! 18All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: 19that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. 20We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God. 21God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

You awaken at 9AM, shower, dress and get picked up by a limousine at 9:30, and then are taken to your office, to which you are escorted by armed guards past other armed guards in gilded marble hallways with plush carpet. In your office is a silver pot with fresh, hot coffee, and a silver tray with croissants and fresh fruit. You have some briefing papers to read and some emails to answer before you are then escorted to a power lunch at a swanky, five star French restaurant with some bigwigs from a foreign government. Then its back to the office for another meeting, some photo ops with some visitors from non-governmental organizations, tennis with a visiting Hollywood celebrity, and then home, again by limo and escort, to prepare for a black tie dinner and ball that night with some heads of state and some movers and shakers in international business and multi-national corporations and conglomerations. Home around 2AM, you sleep in till 9. And then the next day is much the same as the one before.

No, that’s not my daily schedule. Its my impression, rightly or wrongly, of the life of some ambassador in some posh, cushy, peaceful foreign posting like I imagine Trinidad, Liechtenstein or Luxembourg might be. In doing a little online research this week on diplomacy and ambassorship, I found a common lament over the fact that such cushy, piece-of-cake postings often go to untrained political loyalists from Congress or business, outside of the usual State Department channels. Such postings are often rewards to someone who supported the campaign of the winning president and party, even or especially after they might have opposed them during the primaries.

But if you rise to ambassadorship over the years, through the ranks of the State Department, starting out at lowly and boring desk jobs in distant, difficult places, all the while proving your loyalty, your skill, your courage, competence and coolness under fire, then, when you finally rise to the top, you’ll get posted to …Afghanistan, Pakistan, Uzbekistan, Sudan, Belarus or Lybia, countries where you’ll have to exercise your diplomatic skills around dictators, in settings of conflict and corruption, where the climate, the environment and the economy can age one pretty fast and take five years off your life, where the first armored limo with bullet-proof windows to arrive at your house in the morning sometimes leaves with your double, your decoy, where you’ll never be out of sight of a dozen armed security guards, and where you’ll learn the different sounds of different kinds of incoming artillery, and know when to dive under the desk or keep working.

As I think happened with the US Embassy agent, not quite the ambassador but one of his higher assistants, who one day walked into our courtyard where we lived in Burkina Faso. We were surprised first of all to hear English, much less with an American accent, then to see someone new with our color of skin. We were even more surprised when we learned he was from the US Embassy and that he had come so far from the capital city of Ouagadougou. He was on a tour of the country, he said, and was just checking in on fellow Americans. After the initial shock and surprise, we warmed up to him immediately. He seemed so genuinely interested in us complete strangers. He was such a good listener. He was so warm, gracious and polite to both us and to the Burkinabe with us. He respected and represented his country quite well, even as he seemed genuinely interested in and delighted by what and who he was finding in Burkina Faso. When he left I found myself wondering how soon he might come again.

I’m pretty sure his first name was Charles, but I can’t remember his last name .Yet I’m fairly sure I recognized his first and last name when, more than ten years later, he was named as President Clinton’s envoy to some trouble spot in the former Yugoslavia, where he would have to deal with warlords like Slobodan Milosavitch and his adversaries. If we’re talking the same guy, our tax money was well spent.

Which all goes to say that, when we talk about being “ambassadors for Christ,” we may think in terms of friendly, courteous, glamorous diplomatic relations among friendly, courteous, glamorous people in Lichtenstein or London, who know the rules of diplomacy and who abide by them. But when Paul describes himself as an “ambassador for Christ,” he is experiencing and describing something more like the rigors of being posted to Kosovo or Kazhakstan. You only have to read some of Paul’s 2nd Letter to his Corinthian disciples to realize that his ambassadorial position was a hardship post in a spiritual war zone. From internal clues in the letter you see that the Corinthian church was divided against itself and estranged from Paul and his missionary team. That’s because they were running after the latest, newest, hottest teachings and teachers, who claimed to be “super-apostles,” with disastrous moral and spiritual effects. When Paul says, “We are Christ’s ambassadors,” urging you to “be reconciled to God,” I get the impression that they had fallen pretty fast and far from grace.

But not so far, not so fast that there was no hope. Because God had already done his part to be at peace with us through Jesus, Paul says. Jesus took the place of sin, or a sin offering, and therefore God is no longer counting our trespasses against us. All that remains is for us to lay down our weapons and accept the peace that God has already made with us. But the new teachings and the new teachers, who were intruding into the work of Paul and the missionary team, constituted a rebellion, a renewal of hostilities, at least from the human side of the peace. So as Christ’s ambassador to the Corinthians, Paul and his associates had a difficult posting in hostile territory.

International law about diplomacy and embassies today is much like it was in Paul’s time, because the need is still the same. If there is to be peace between nations, then someone has to be free enough and safe enough to carry messages between their leaders. So Rome and its neighbors would generally guarantee the safety and security of ambassadors and diplomats, even in time of war.

But not always. Two hundred years before Paul, the Carthaginians declared war on Rome and made their point unmistakably clear by executing Rome’s diplomats. As a Roman citizen, Paul may well have known that story. It was the justification that Rome claimed for razing Carthage to the ground and sowing salt in its soil. Surely Paul knew that he was claiming the title of what could be a very difficult and dangerous job.

For one thing, ambassadors have a different nationality and loyalty than the country in which they reside. They are, in effect, voluntary exiles, for the sake of their country and its government. Paul saw himself in a similar way, as a representative of Christ Jesus and of his kingdom. He was technically and legally a Roman citizen, yet Paul here claims a prior, higher loyalty to another homeland, and when he told his Philippian disciples, “Our citizenship is in heaven, and from there we await a savior, the Lord Jesus Christ.”

If we would follow in the faith and the mission of Christ and his apostles, then the same primary loyalty to Christ and his kingdom is required of us. The worst genocide after World War II happened in one of the most allegedly Christian countries of the world: Rwanda. Students of Christian mission often cited Rwanda as Exhibit A of how to do Christian mission, because so much of the population claimed the title, “Christian.” But for mostly Christian Hutus to massacre mostly Christian Tutsis, millions of Christians evidently placed their loyalty to their tribe above their loyalty to Christ and his kingdom. They either never understood, or forgot when push came to shove, where their primary loyalty and identity lay. As the spiritual scars of that genocide slowly heal, one thing you hear over and over again is that forgiveness is indispensable to healing. And forgiveness and coexistence are only possible in that setting, with that history, when you remember that you are a Christian first, a Rwandan second, and a Hutu or a Tutsi third.

That is the basis of our peace stance, in the Mennonite Church. Not that we would think or even guarantee that peaceful means will always succeed and get us what we want more quickly or more certainly than will war or violence. Although war and violence have pretty poor, self-defeating track records. Our peace stance is based on our loyalty to a king who died for his subjects and his enemies rather than kill them, or send them out to kill, and on our loyalty to a kingdom that exists only when and where risky, costly, love is practiced, for friend and foe alike. The job description of an ambassador of that king and that kingdom would have at the top, “being a faithful representative of your king and your country in conduct and character.”

Even though their primary loyalty lies elsewhere, ambassadors are also expected to respect the people and obey the laws of the country in which they live. And to display some interest in the people, and love for them. Like the American diplomat who visited Becky and me. Unlike the diplomats at the United Nations a decade ago who used their diplomatic immunity to rack up, all together, millions of dollars in unpaid parking fines that they owed to the city of New York. Because they had diplomatic immunity from the jurisdiction of local courts! If we would join Paul as “an ambassador for Christ,” it falls to us to likewise show love, respect and interest in the people among whom we are posted.

In a few weeks, Mark Peter Lundquist and I and some other leaders of some churches and agencies will be hosted to a meal at a local mosque, with some leaders and members of their community, to build up relationships and trust toward the possibility of some sort of community work together. This is in response to their invitation, on their terms and their turf. Pray for us, that we would represent Christ and his kingdom faithfully, respectfully, that is, in ways that are respectful of our hosts and respectful of our king and his kingdom. I hope we go as humble, interested learners, even while we are solid and secure about who we are and whose we are.

Which can be a difficult juggling act sometimes. Sometimes the law of your host country can be at odds with the laws of the country you represent. If so, then the ambassador has to take some heat, pay the price, and suffer some consequences. The Saudi Arabian ambassador has to turn down invitations to pig roasts and Happy Hour. Some recreational drugs that are illegal here are legally available in some other countries. Yet American ambassadors there are probably not allowed to buy and consume them. They’re better off anyway. And the ambassador for Christ must be prepared for those costly moments when the values of his kingdom are at odds with those of his host country. We face that every time one of our young men turns 18 and is expected to register for the Selective Service Agency.

That tension is also at the heart of our peace position: that when the difference between the values of Christ’s kingdom and those of our host country gets us in hot water, we are willing to pay the cost, like Jesus did, or share the cost with those who pay it, rather than inflicting the cost on others.

Which leads to another thing about being an ambassador for Christ: Ambassadors carry out their country’s policy, but so they do while unarmed and vulnerable. Foreign agents in another country who carry weapons and who use them to enforce their own country’s policy are not ambassadors nor diplomats. They are soldiers in an army of invasion or occupation. Nothing could be farther from Christ-like diplomacy.

That’s why ambassadorship requires some trust. For the political ambassador, trust that the host government will observe the rules of diplomacy. US embassy staff may have some tough-looking Marines at the doors and gates, but they’re no match for a concerted mob action against the embassy, like what happened in Serbia and Iran, in recent memory. Embassy staff are really relying on the host country for safety and immunity. That’s why so many countries don’t have an embassy in North Korea.

The ambassador for Christ, however, knows something about the fallenness and fickleness of human nature. So our trust is in God, to protect us, or to make redemptive use of our sufferings, should ever the world treat the ambassadors for Christ the way Iranian militants treated US embassy staff some 30 years ago. Don’t take that analogy too far, though. We don’t have any papers to shred or secret agents and informers to hide.

“Ambassadorship for Christ” connects with our Biblical theme for this year: Jeremiah 29:7, from the letter which the prophet Jeremiah wrote to the first waves of Jewish exiles in Babylon: “Seek the peace and well-being of that city to which I have sent you.” After a series of revolts and uprisings against their Babylonian overlords, the Babylonians deported citizens of Judea and Jerusalem en masse into their own cities in modern-day Iraq and Iran. Soon, the Jewish community in what is now Baghdad became an important center of world Judaism, and actually remained that way until recent history. But always the majority of them always considered themselves aliens, exiles, strangers and citizens of a Jerusalem that did not exist anymore, or which was yet to come, when the Messiah came.

For some, this status of exile took on features of ambassadorship like what I have described this morning. Think of the prophet Daniel, a Hebrew exile who served as a counselor to several kings and administrations, first for the Babylonians, and then for the Persians, who invaded and replaced the Babylonians. In Daniel’s long career we can see some of the features of ambassadorship that I’ve just mentioned.

Even while he served and helped worldly kings and kingdoms, whenever a choice between loyalties had to be made, he was loyal first to God and to God’s kingdom. He was helpful, gracious, friendly, polite and respectful to his captors. He was genuinely interested in them and in their well-being, giving counsel that proved honest, helpful, courageous and wise. But he would not accede to demands that he betray his God and his laws. Nor would he bow down and worship anyone else but his God. For that he paid the price in opposition, suspicion, prison and even a death sentence, when he was lowered into the lion pit for a night. He had no guarantee, before that door was shut, that he would live to see the morning, but for him, faithfulness unto death was a victory in itself.

In Daniel we see the characteristics of godly ambassadorship that I have mentioned: 1) that we be clear and steady about who and where our primary loyalties are invested, where our true and enduring citizenship lies; if we would be ambassadors for Christ, then our primary loves and loyalties are for him and his kingdom;

  1. that we fairly and accurately represent the king and the country of our citizenship in the country of our service and our sojourn. That means that our speech, our behavior, our values take their cues from Christ and his kingdom, and not from the world in which we serve. Christ and his kingdom informs our engagement and relationship with the world, and not vice versa.

  2. That we don’t let the differences and tensions between our citizenship and that of the world make us hostile, withdrawn or fearful, but rather, that we show genuine interest in, and love for, the citizens of the realm in which we are stationed. Because such indiscriminate and unconditional love and care are hallmarks of the king and the kingdom we represent. Yes, we wish to share Christ with the world, yes, we wish to see the kingdom of this world become the kingdom of our Lord and of his Christ. And we wish to see change in this direction even now. I hope so. But people are only changed by a love so warm and wide and deep that it doesn’t need to change them, in order to love them more. This is what I’ve discerned about relationships and friendship with people of other faiths and of no faith. I’ve heard it said that “Christians are quite friendly until they figure out that they aren’t going to convert us; then they forget us and move on.” You’d think that, when people have shared most deeply what’s on their heart, at the risk of disagreement and rejection, that is the start of true friendship, not its end. Just hanging in with someone and being there for them, in spite of some basic differences about what they hold sacred, is already a sign of kingdom transformation happening, the only kingdom transformation that we are capable of and responsible for. Only the Holy Spirit can transform people into lasting, Christ-like ways. So a stick-to-it, whatever the cost, unconditional love for and interest in the people among whom we are posted is a key feature of our kingdom ambassadorship.

  3. That to fairly represent Christ means that we do so lovingly and peacefully, remaining unarmed, non-retaliatory and vulnerable, because our trust is not in the reliability of those among whom we serve, but in the reliability of God to protect and deliver us, in this life or the next.

I hope these are helpful thoughts as we find our way and our place in a new community and a new worship location. We’re here, in this neighborhood, and in this world, as exiles and aliens from a city and a kingdom that we have only glimpsed from afar. As Hebrews 11 puts it, “Here we have no enduring city, but rather, we look forward to that city which is to come, whose builder and founder is God.” That makes us ambassadors of the future.

As difficult as that may seem at times, with our posting and position come the honors and the dignity of the one whom we represent. Christ Jesus is God’s ambassadorship to the world. Christ has declared on the cross, and demonstrated by the resurrection, that God is at peace with us. That’s the One we represent. And the message we bring. If we share his hardships and reflect his policies and interests faithfully, we shall also share his honors and his title.

THE PIGEON PARABLE

Monday, June 15th, 2009 by mswora

The following is about a recent visitor in church one Thursday afternoon, and what he taught me:

ON WINGS OF ASSURANCE

12Therefore, brothers, we have an obligation—but it is not to the sinful nature, to live according to it. 13For if you live according to the sinful nature, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live, 14because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. 15For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship [adoption]. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” 16The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. 17Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory.

We had a visitor in church the Thursday before last. He came in, uninvited, unexpected, and frankly, unwanted. He got in while folks from Messiah Church were moving in some furniture from the annex across the street. And he stayed for about six hours, until I finally got him out of here. I first saw the intruder here in the sanctuary, walking across the ledge underneath the stained glass window portrait of Christ behind me. When I tried to approach him, he fled. For the rafters above.

Obviously, that was not a person, but a pigeon. So I opened the front doors to the building, facing onto 25th Street. I still faced the problem of getting him down from the rafters. But you know, these woven offering baskets make pretty good frisbees. And he didn’t like having them fly up at him. But instead of going toward the door, he went up to the balcony, to which the doors are locked. I wasn’t about to toss these baskets up there, or we’d never see them again.

As much as it hurts me to admit it, that little bird brain had outsmarted me. And the way he was strutting around on top of those pews, he seemed to know it and was rubbing it in. So I called Jim Poplett, our trustee, and at his suggestion I called Messiah Lutheran Church, our landlords. It would now be their problem. So I left the sanctuary, closed the front doors, and went up to my office for a few hours of work.

Later, on the way out that afternoon, I heard a racket in the library, that room with the green shag carpet. I looked in and saw that the pigeon was trying to get out through the windows there, which don’t open. It would have been much easier to catch him there, against that window, than it was in the sanctuary. I’ve caught and handled chickens before, plus maybe a sparrow or two. And I regularly handle fish, live or dead, and even clean them with no problem. Plus I collect my own bait by hand, like night crawlers after a rain, or crayfish from a creek. But…and here I make my confession….I hate pigeons. They give me the willies. Pigeons, up close and one on one, creep me out, even though I know, logically, that they’re simply part of God’s good Creation.

I think its because, growing up near or in inner city neighborhoods like this one, pigeons were my first encounter and experience as a little child with death and dying. If there are a lot of live pigeons around big inner city homes and buildings, then there are dead ones too. And they don’t have the common courtesy to dispose of themselves properly. That’s where my initial childhood fears around death and dying went: to pigeons.

So I closed all the doors to the sanctuary, opened the front doors again, and tried to shoo him out toward 25th Street. But his little bird brain said “Up is the way to safety,” and soon he was in the upstairs hallway trying to get out by the window on the south end, which doesn’t open either.

After a half hour of trying to get close enough to drive this panicky, fluttering pigeon into going back the way he’d come, but without getting close enough to actually succeed, I realized three things: 1) this ought to make a good sermon illustration some day; 2) that if I was scared and creeped out by proximity to this pigeon, that was ten times as true for this poor bird. I’m the big bad predator here, the lions, tigers and bears all rolled up into one, and all my efforts to help him are just scaring him all the more; 3) if I’d just gotten over my fear and loathing of pigeons and caught him when he was still fluttering against the library window, I could have been home already.

Fear. There at the end of upstairs hallway was a stand-off between two frightened characters, wasting precious time and energy to fear. The pigeon’s fear made sense to his little bird brain. My fear, by contrast, made no sense, not even to myself. I had invested that poor bird with all my fears about my own mortality, frailty and vulnerability. A lot of time and effort and frustration could have been saved by facing that fear and overcoming it as soon as I recognized it.

“Just think of it as a little chicken, grab it and release it outside the door!” I finally told myself.

Which goes to show that sometimes our fear of something does us more harm than the thing we fear. To paraphrase Franklin Roosevelt, “Sometimes, the thing we must fear most is fear itself.”

“But God,” Paul tells us, “has not given us a spirit of slavery again to fear.” Notice two things: 1) Paul did not say that God did not give us the capacity to fear. He did, actually, as part of our survival tool kit. Thank God for fear: it keeps us from stepping into the path of an oncoming truck. Thank God that fear makes us reach out and grab a child before he or she runs into the path of an oncoming truck.

Paul says, “God did not give us a spirit of slavery again unto fear.” That’s the second thing I ask us to notice, that God does not want us to be slaves to fear. Again. There’s all the difference in the world between a momentary fear that saves us, and a persistent fear that enslaves us. God did not make us to be ruled and restricted by fear, such as the fear of death, frailty or vulnerability. But when Paul says, “God did not give us a spirit of slavery again to fear,” that word, “again,” implies that slavery to fear is where his audience used to be, what our fallen condition is outside the grace and the gifts of God, before Christ enters our lives.

Like Martin Grey, ten years after the end of the Second World War, when people were telling him, “Slow down, relax a little, marry, settle down and enjoy a family; you survived, now try living. You survived the Nazi occupation of Poland; the Warsaw Ghetto, and torture in a Gestapo dungeon; you escaped and survived the death camp of Treblinka; the Ghetto uprising, service with the partisans, and in the Red Army; you even escaped across the Iron Curtain and got asylum in America. So now, instead of just surviving, try living for just a change.”

But after six years of running from the Nazis, who had exterminated almost all of his Jewish family, Martin found it hard to stop running. It was as though, after having run out of a burning building, he was still running with his head down, miles and years after the fire had been put out. The fear that had alerted him to dangers and saved his life was now running him ragged when it was no longer needed. He blamed his hectic work life on fear: the fear that, should ever such evil arise again, he wouldn’t have the money nor the influence to protect himself a second time. There was another fear driving him: the fear that death would take away those he loves, just like it did in Nazi-occupied Poland. So he avoided love and commitments. He kept burying himself in his work and travels as an antique art collector and salesman, to the point of deep depression and total exhaustion. Only when he met Dinah did someone’s love overcome his fear to the point where he was ready to stop running himself ragged, settle down, marry her and raise a family. It was love that broke the chains of fear for him. Or, at least love which diminished fear’s power so that he could get on with living, not just surviving.

Which is like what Paul says: God has given us the “Spirit of adoption, by which we cry ‘Abba’ Father.” The love of God is our antidote to the slavery of fear. With that phrase, “Abba, Father,” we get a glimpse into the prayers and the worship of the first apostles and the early church. That’s what first generation First Century Christians of both Jewish and Gentile stripe were taught to call God: “Abba, Father.”

They got that directly from Jesus, who often addressed God with that term in his Aramaic, of endearment and affection from a son or daughter for her father, “Abba,” kind of like “Daddy” or “Papa” in our common usage today. One of the times we find Jesus calling his Father “Abba” is pictured in this sanctuary, in the Garden of Gethsemanae, when he was praying for release from the trial to come even while he prayed for strength to endure it. Today’s passage is one of several New Testament verses where it shows up again. The apostles passed on to their disciples the way of prayer that Jesus taught them.

But calling God “Abba, Father,” was not just a matter of tradition. Paul says here that if we have any sense, any feeling, any confidence that God is our loving Father, any hope and assurance, however weak, that God welcomes our prayers the way a good Father welcomes the time and attention of his son or daughter, that is not just wishful thinking; that’s not being prideful or pretentious; that’s God’s will for us. That confidence and assurance are gifts from the Holy Spirit and signs of His presence. Not as flashy or dramatic as what we celebrated on Pentecost Sunday last week, when the first apostles evangelized in languages they hadn’t learned. But unlike those momentary and unique gifts, the one we’re talking about today is every believer’s birthright in Christ. Indeed, the comfort, assurance and peace of the Holy Spirit, that we are God’s children in whom he is well pleased, becomes another name in this passage for the Holy Spirit: the Spirit of Adoption.

Or is it, “Sonship?” And here we hit a controversy that might be reflected in your various Bible translations. Some might say, “Spirit of adoption,” while others say, “Spirit of sonship.” While the language is masculine and patriarchal and reflects the laws of inheritance from fathers to sons, among free people, and Gentiles, Paul is talking as much to women as to men in the kingdom of God because, “in Christ there is neither male nor female, slave nor free, Jew nor Gentile,” in Paul’s own words.

There’s not a controversy over the word in the Greek. Its a controversy over how to translate it. And here’s why: Let’s say a Roman man, the head of the household, recognizes that his son, at age 14 or so, is showing enough of the promise and potential to replace him one day as the head of the household, with all the rights, responsibilities, privileges and properties that come with this status, including Father’s name as one of his. So Dad would arrange a religious ceremony with oaths and a lot of feasting, with priests and witnesses, to say that from now on, this son was no longer just a protected but powerless child. He is now a legally responsible adult, and shall increasingly be treated that way, as the primary designated heir of the household. The Greek word used for that ceremony and that status is the very word that Paul uses to describe the work of the Spirit whom God has given us, sometimes translated as “sonship.”

But let’s say that Dad looks at his sons and says “No way! What an oafish lot! They’re hopeless.” Or let’s say that there are no sons to inherit Dad’s property, name and position. Then he might adopt someone from among his more distant relatives to be heir to his property, his status and his name. Or a young man he has come to know, trust and admire in the community. Or even, in a few eye-popping cases, a trusted slave. Then there would be the same ceremony of “sonship” for the adoptee. And the results, and the adoptee’s status would be the same as if he were born to the manor, with the same name and status. This adoption ceremony even went by the same title.

This adoption/sonship word would carry a lot of weight for Paul’s Roman audience. Because that’s precisely what many of the Roman emperors did. Julius Caesar adopted, or “son-shipped” his nephew Octavian, so that he inherited Caesar’s name and Caesar’s throne and became Caesar Augustus. When Paul wrote this letter, Nero was Caesar because he had been adopted, or “son-shipped,” by the previous emperor, Claudius Caesar.

So which one does Paul mean? Were we spiritually adopted, or did we come of age, spiritually speaking? Well, we can either wait to ask Paul in heaven, or, in a worse case scenario, someone could start a new church: The First Church of Adoptionism/Mennonite. Or of Sonship. As long as its Mennonite. Or we could try both conditions on for size and see if the results fit with the rest of the Bible.

Let’s say that by “sonship” Paul means that the Spirit of God has moved us from the state of a restricted and irresponsible childhood to something like the status of a responsible and privileged adulthood. That would fit with the fact that we all start out as children of God by the mere fact of our creation. The same is true of anyone we meet, whatever their race, their gender, their beliefs, their character or their conduct: they are children of God equally as much as ourselves, by virtue of being created by God, and because of how much God loves them.

But are we always children of God in the sense of our wills and our desires, our spirits, and our trust, especially toward God? Or in terms of the eternal inheritance we expect and embrace by faith? Not according to what Paul says in this passage. Again, he says that before Christ we were “slaves to fear.” Like me trying to talk a pigeon out of the hallway and down the stairs. Like Martin Grey letting his fear of death run him ragged long after the war was over.

His use of the word, “slavery,” makes me wonder if Paul is not also acknowledging that most of the Christians to whom he is writing are also slaves. Because most of them probably were slaves. In York, England there is a tombstone dating back to Roman times, on which we can read that a freedman (that’s a former slave), Cecilius Maximus purchased the tombstone for the widow of his deceased former master, Cecilus Rufus. The fact that they both have the same first name, Cecilius, means that the former slave had been adopted as the son of his former master. And that’s why it fell to him, as the adopted son, to buy the tombstone for the woman who had effectively become his mother. So even in pagan, class-obsessed Roman society, such fairy tale changes did happen. On vary rare occasions, at least.

And that’s why I favor the translations that call the Holy Spirit “the Spirit of Adoption.” Because God did for those Roman Christians what very, very few of their masters would ever do for them. And whatever our status, our story of redemption is still every bit as awesome and stupendous as was the adoption of a slave into the status of freedman and head of the household. Before this status was ours, we too were slaves, not sons and daughters, at least as far as our loves and our loyalties toward God were concerned. Slaves to fear. The story of Cecilius Maximus, in Roman England, is effectively our gospel story today. Even though, in our fallen human condition, we start out as slaves to fear, God offers us a new status through the gift of His Holy Spirit. One sign of that gift is the assurance that we have been adopted into God’s home and family as though we had been part of the family in every way since our births.

That means at least two things: 1) that nothing about our past can disqualify us from being part of God’s forever family today, and heir tomorrow of all that he has promised us in Christ. If Cecilius Rufus could adopt a slave, make him his son, his heir and give him his name, how much more can God do the same, and even more, with anyone, regardless of their status, their struggles, or their past? Secondly, life just has to be different, and better, when our assurance and confidence of God’s love and adoption begin to overcome our slavery to fear, and to replace that slavery with a new freedom. Not just when it comes to getting pigeons out of church buildings. But when it comes to facing all the curves that life throws us.

Because we’ll never be done dealing with fear. Frightening things come at us all the time, real, possible, or imagined. If our anxiety level is also a biological or psychological condition needing medical help, then we should avail ourselves of that, too. With each challenge comes an opportunity to exercise our faith, develop our trust, learn something new, and develop our spiritual fighting muscles. That’s called growing up in faith and character. Like sons and daughters, not slaves.

But with each challenge there also come lies, whispered by the father of all lies, telling us that every setback, every grief, every trial and temptation is simply proof that either God does not exist, or that God does not care for us, nor care about us. In such times, Abba Father looks and feels more like absent father.

That’s when we must cling to the Word and the witness of God’s Spirit, the Spirit of Adoption, who testifies to our spirits that we are God’s children. Its easy to feel the truth of that when things are going well. But when we cling to it by faith when our feelings of confidence vanish and our fears say otherwise, God is honored, we are strengthened, and the father of lies is defeated. Again.

That’s got to help in this life, as well as the next. And with more than intruding pigeons. By the way, if you’re wondering what happened to him, don’t worry, he’s not roosting in the rafters above you. Back to that window at the end of the hallway: as soon as I worked up the courage to get close and try to grab him, the pigeon took off over my head, shot for the staircase, went down and landed on the steps three feet away from the open door. And there he sat, to my surprise, just looking at freedom and safety, for the better part of 30 seconds. Again, I imagine that little bird brain thinking, “A big rectangle of light that looks open? Yeah, right. I’m not falling for that again, Mister!”

As I wondered, “What’s wrong with you that you won’t fly out to freedom, now that you’re looking at a wide open door?” it occurred to me that God must sometimes look at his human children and ask the same question. “With the resurrection of Jesus I’ve opened a door through the worst of your fears, I’ve given you wings of faith, hope and love with which to fly, and my Spirit for comfort and confidence during your journey. So why do you just sit there looking at your freedom from slavery to fear?”

I’m happy to say that, finally our feathered friend found the courage to try again, and strutted out through the front door as though he were saying, “Thank you; this is one of the nicer church buildings that I’ve visited; can’t say as much for your pastor, though.” Once outside, he spread his wings and flew off to the sound of my cheering and clapping.

You and I have been given wings too. The wings of trust, of faith, of the assurance of God’s love for us as his children, heirs to all that belongs to Jesus, especially his Spirit. We’ve all had frightening and frustrating times of beating our heads and our wings against closed doors and windows. I wish I could say that all fears and frustrations were over. But will we choose to remain slaves to fear, or will we keep rising to the light until we find the way through? When its hardest for us to trust, hardest for us to continue, we have an ally, the Spirit of God, who witnesses to our spirits that we are God’s children, and joint heirs with Christ. And we have each other, to remind us of that love, to remind us of our royal status, whenever we forget and fail to fly.

FOR PENTECOST, 2009

Monday, June 15th, 2009 by mswora

WHEN THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH COMES….

John 16: 12″I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. 13When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth, for he will not speak on his own authority, but whatever he hears he will speak, and he will declare to you the things that are to come. 14He will glorify me, for he will take what is mine and declare it to you. 15 All that the Father has is mine; therefore I said that he will take what is mine and declare it to you.

The promises you just heard from Jesus began to be fulfilled on that Pentecost Sunday that we celebrate today and every year. Jesus promised to send us the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of truth, who, he said, would “guide us into all truth.”

So, how do we know when the Spirit is guiding us, and how? I’ll begin with a story that tells us more about how and when the Spirit is not guiding us.

A woman from a lively, Pentecostal-type church happened to be far away from home, on vacation one Sunday morning. Wanting to worship with other believers, she went to the nearest church, in a big mainline cathedral across the street from her hotel. Everything about the service and the sanctuary were unfamiliar to her, and boring too, compared to the lively, emotional style of worship, music and preaching she was accustomed to. Nothing spoke to her until the pastor began preaching. It wasn’t the dry and academic style of delivery that spoke to her. But the Bible was the same, and the sermon had powerful, penetrating points about it, with which she agreed. To the first of the pastor’s zingers she said, aloud, “Amen!” Just like in her home church. The pastor looked stunned for a moment, and heads turned in her direction with quizzical expressions. Next point, and she couldn’t stifle another outburst: “Praise the Lord!” More puzzled expressions in her direction. The third time she let out a “Hallelujah!” an usher came up to her pew and whispered, “Ma’m, if you continue interrupting the sermon, we’ll have to ask you to leave.”

“I’m sorry,” she replied.

But with the next Bible quote she couldn’t contain herself and out popped another “Amen!” So the usher came over, took her by the arm and began escorting her out of the sanctuary. As they entered the hallway, she told the usher, “I can’t help myself; I’ve got the Holy Ghost infilling and anointing!” To which the usher replied, “Well, whatever your condition is called, Lady, you didn’t get it here! And if its the least bit contagious, please leave before anyone else catches it, too.”

With that story you have illustrated the extremes and pitfalls of our understanding of the Third Person of the Trinity, the One Who is both God and the Spirit of God, also called, in Acts chapter 16, “The Spirit of Jesus.” The Trinity has been compared to a fire, a union in three interdependent manifestations: if the Father is the flame, and the Son is the light of the flame, the Holy Spirit is the warmth of the flame. Each of these are separate expressions or experiences of fire. Yet there cannot be one without the other. That’s as far as I dare to go in comparing the awesome mystery and majesty of one God in a three-fold self-expression to something we can see and experience.

One extreme is in believing that the Spirit will always work in some dramatic, emotional, attention-grabbing way that will either make you deliriously happy or depressingly guilty. I’ve been in some worship services where it seems like we were being manipulated into feeling one or both of those emotional extremes. And if we didn’t feel such things, the Holy Spirit must not have shown up, supposedly.

But I’m just as concerned about the opposite extreme, that we will resist or deny or stifle or ignore the work of the Holy Spirit in our spirits and in our midst. Or think that there’s no need for the Spirit to work among the members of the church because we already have traditions, hierarchy, institutions and experts who can already tell us all we need to know and who can do all that the church is called to do, for us.

But all the things that we discern as God’s will for ourselves and the congregation require this one all-too-often overlooked element: God’s Holy Spirit. This year we discerned that our banner Bible verse calls us to “seek the peace and well-being of the city to which God has called us,” from Jeremiah 29. Do we think that this could happen only and entirely on human wisdom and our congregation’s very commendable skills in management? More like, the Spirit has given these gifts, and can use them. But without Him, they could become dead and empty structures awaiting His filling, like empty homes in which no warmth or light glows on dark winter nights.

So how do we know what God’s Spirit is doing and wants to do in us and through us? Well, to answer that question, how long do we wish to stay here this morning? We could spend a week talking about all the ins and outs of discerning God’s work and God’s will and still not cover everything. Besides, if we could nail it all down and come up with a complete check list to mark off, so that by the time we get to the bottom of it, we’ll know with 100% certainty that this the will of God and the work of God’s Spirit, so that there will be no room for disagreement or uncertainty, then that would mean that our faith was now in checklists, rather than in a living, loving, personal and relational God. Let’s not go there.

But Jesus, in today’s gospel passage, gives us two ways by which to discern the work and the will of God’s Spirit in our lives and the church, when he says, in John 16:14-15 “He will glorify me, for he will take what is mine and declare it to you. All that the Father has is mine; therefore I said that he [the Holy Spirit] will take what is mine and declare it to you.” That night over that Last Supper, when Jesus said these words, this was more than a matter of discerning whether or not to put air conditioning into the Upper Room. Knowing and following the Spirit’s presence and guidance would be a life-and-death matter in the days and years ahead when they would continue Jesus’ ministry without his physical presence around to guide them.

And yet Jesus says that it is better for them that He leave them, and that the Spirit continue in them the work that he began in the flesh. Otherwise, how would they carry out his mission “to the uttermost ends of the earth” if they were still relying on his presence in bodily form? How could Jesus make new disciples through his twelve disciples in the many different times and places of the world to which they and the gospel are still going? For you and I to be here, in this sanctuary, this morning, Jesus had to leave First Century Galilee and come back to the whole world in the person of His Holy Spirit.

But that still leaves begging the question, “How do we know what the Spirit is saying and doing in the world today?” Jesus gave his disciples at least the following two things to cling to: 1) that the Spirit would always point to Jesus, to honor him and bring him glory, and therefore not to any one or anything else; and 2) the Spirit would keep taking what belongs to Jesus and giving it to us. In other words, the nature and the results of the Spirit’s will and work will always look like Jesus. The Spirit will always guide us and gift us in ways that resemble the way Jesus guided and gifted his first disciples.

About that first thing—the Spirit will always draw our attention to Christ, to honor and glorify him: in a moment we are about to share with one of our own her entry into a life of discipleship, in the footsteps of Christ. In talking with Andra Zerbe, I have sensed a genuine desire to follow Christ, to imitate him and to know him. According to today’s Scripture passage, that is the signature work of God’s Holy Spirit, evidence that He is alive, active and powerful in the world. Human nature being fallen as it is, I don’t think we would have the will nor the strength on our own to make that choice and follow through on it. If we are wondering where and if the Spirit of God is in this world, just consider your own desire and choice to follow Christ and to know him, to obey and honor him with your lives. We have some responsibility for that, but not all the power necessary for it. Everything that honors Christ, that lifts him up before the world and draws the world toward him is the Spirit’s work. So let’s ask ourselves that about any work or words or plan that we engage: does it honor Christ, or is just to honor ourselves? Does it point the world toward Christ, or does it just sell a church and its programs?

It is said that imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. To really honor someone we would imitate them. Which leads to the second thing—that the Spirit would take what belongs to Jesus and give it to us. Any direction in which the Spirit will lead us, personally or as a church, would and should look like Christ. It may even have a costly, cruciform shape. So in any choice before us, it makes sense to ask What is the Christ-like thing? Like the question that has often been posed: What Would Jesus Do?

I hope this doesn’t come across as some burdensome command: Do What Jesus Did, or else! Rather, I hope this is comforting and encouraging. Jesus is promising us that we can trust His Spirit to keep drawing our attention to him, and to keep doing Christlike things in us and through us. As he is doing for Andra, as we can tell by how she is willing to honor him and follow him in baptism and Christian life. And in the way he has gifted her with Christlike qualities and spiritual gifts for life and ministry. The Spirit has done it for us before; He is doing it even now. We can trust him to continue doing this among us. Can I get an Amen? Or a Hallelujah? Or a Praise the Lord?

THEY PROBABLY SAVED MY LIFE…

Monday, June 15th, 2009 by mswora

…the two guys who walked into the concession stand where I was working that summer and who started asking everyone, “Are you saved? Do you wanna know how to be saved?” I think I remember people getting up and leaving the picnic tables before they got to them, so I don’t recommend doing like what they were doing. But when they got to me, while I was working the cash register, I answered, “I used to think I was, but now I’m not so sure.” Because, four weeks after my response to an altar call, when I promised God everything, with great joy and certainty, I was not so joyful nor certain anymore. I had a few experiences under my belt to tell me that I was definitely not on the fast track to perfection; no halo was glowing around my head, and if I was disappointed in myself, how much more so must God be. Thirty six years later, I’m still not glowing with saintly perfection, and probably won’t be, not this side of the New Jerusalem. And I still have my moments of doubt. But like C.S. Lewis said, “As a believer, I have my doubts and they bother me; when I was an unbeliever, I also had my doubts, and they bothered me even more.” To my doubts about my status before God, the two witnesses (whoever you are, God bless you)pulled out their pocket Bibles and turned to the following passage from I John 5: 13: “I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life.”

“So does God want you to know if you’re safe and assured of his love?” The answer was unmistakably simple. Yes, according to John. And with that a wholly different way of life and faith opened up before me, one lived in confidence, based on God’s nature and power to keep his promises, not one lived in fear, based on my fickle nature and inability to keep promises perfectly. So here, below, is my message on this passage, and my attempt to reconstruct John’s reasons for assuring us of our assurance. Twenty centuries later, we’re still dealing with the same stuff.

A CELEBRATION OF ASSURANCE

What are we to think when we’re out on the street and we see that up ahead it has been blocked by police barricades, that blue and red lights are flashing atop police cars, yellow plastic tape has been drawn across the steps to the front doors of a bank building, police officers are standing around, some of them interviewing others, taking notes onto little notepads, while others are dusting the front doors with brushes while wearing rubber gloves? What are we to think? That your pastor has been watching too much CSI or Law and Order? Or more like, you’re coming onto the scene of a crime recently committed?

I’d vote for the crime scene, even though we weren’t there to see the crime. When I am watching TV, usually its America’s Funniest Videos or a fishing show on ESPN Outdoors.

Over the years that is how I have come to understand John’s First Letter, as evidence at the scene of a recent crime. We typically read I John for stirring, inspiring meditations on love, law and faith. And they are there. But I have to confess that two or three chapters in it also starts to seem like the thoughts about love, law and faith leave me feeling adrift on a sea of pious, positive platitudes with no direction or resolution.

Or I did until I came to suspect that what we’re reading in I John is also the aftermath to a crime scene. Then, when you read I John like a mystery novel, every reading gives you more clues into the criminals, the nature of the crime, and how John the writer helps the victims of the crime recover. Because that’s really what I think John is doing in his letter: guiding the victims of a crime toward healing and hope. The crimes: pre-meditated church-busting in the first degree, and aggravated spiritual abuse.

Here’s the first clue: Chapter 2: 19 “Many antichrists have come; They went out from us, but they did not really belong to us. For if they had belonged to us, they would have remained with us.” So obviously some group had left the church. In verse 26 John says, openly, “I am writing these things to you about those who are trying to lead you astray.” So obviously, the people who had left the church had been trying to lead the rest of the church astray. Or they were still trying to lead it astray.

Astray into what? Here are some other possible clues: 1) What am I to make of chapter 3: 6 “No one who lives in God willfully persists in sinning. No one who continues to persist in sin has either seen God or knows God,” but that some one, or some faction, lived in blatant immorality and tried to lead the church that way. In the verse before, John says, “Sin is lawlessness, but you know that Christ appeared so that he might take away our sins,” Could it be that someone, or some ones, were challenging God’s very laws?

Or what am I to make of 2: 9, “Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness,” but that these same people were hateful and spiteful toward others, maybe especially toward anyone who challenged or questioned them? Or what about 2:22 when John asks, “Who is the liar except the one who denies that Jesus is the Christ?” Either John is simply preoccupied with that issue, or more likely, his audience has actually been subjected to such teachings in their midst?

To rub salt in the survivors’ wounds, these teachers seemed to have claimed to be, “in the light,” a phrase John uses several times. And they claimed to know God, from all the times that John says, “Anyone who claims to know God must keep his commands” or “anyone who claims to know God must love his brothers and sisters.” I take it they even claimed to be prophets, because John says, “Test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.” I take it they even claimed to be sinless, because of the times John says, “If we claim to be without sin,” as in, “If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.”

And if we should ask, How can they claim to be sinless, to know God and to be in the light even while they’re living in blatant immorality and are hating and brow-beating everyone who challenges them or disagrees with them? I think they had this answer: “Because we have knowledge. Special knowledge, a unique revelation of mysteries and secrets given to us as prophets.” Special knowledge that permitted them to live in sin but still claim to be sinless and to know God. It also seems that they resorted to their claim of special knowledge because of—and here’s a more circumstantial piece of evidence—because of all the times that John uses their words “know” and “knowledge” against them. Twenty-six times in John’s letter I find the word “know,” as in “by this we know,” or “so that you may know.” Then there are many uses of “knowledge” and “knowing.” What am I to think of that except that John is using their language against them, to tell his friends what they really need to know, that isn’t at all a secret?

Now any one of these things alone doesn’t stand as a clue to what happened to John’s friends. But put them together and a case begins to emerge that makes sense of the letter. I encourage you to read I John and see if the clues fall in place for you too. And how that might help you better understand the letter.

It also fits with what we know of church history. People who deny that Jesus came in the flesh, who claim to be saved by possession of secret knowledge that the rest of us ignorant uninitiated common people don’t have, secret knowledge that makes everything permissible to them, sounds weird and hard to believe, but actually it was quite common then. All the church leaders of the first few centuries had to deal with it. And its quite common yet today. Salvation through possession of secret knowledge is what books and movies like The Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons, celebrate. Mormons have successive levels of secret knowledge revealed in their secret temple rituals. A number of big-ticket Hollywood stars have put Scientology on the map. That’s another popular reboot of this tendency.

That approach to salvation, through secret knowledge of divine mysteries, is called “gnosticism,” from the Greek word, “Gnosis” for knowledge. You find that same word “gnosis” or knowledge in words like “agnostic,” “diagnosis,” and “prognosis.” If you’re wondering what the problem with gnosticism is, consider what it seems to have done to John’s friends. After their encounter with it, they seem to need a lot of encouragement and reinforcing. That’s what John gives them in his letter.

Now the reason I just spent 6 minutes building up a case for a gnostic invasion and division of John’s church is to explain why John would say to his disciples, in chapter 5: 13, “I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life.” Because they didn’t know anymore if they had eternal life. Not after what they had just been through. Because they didn’t know the allegedly saving secrets. And because they had probably just been treated to soul-numbing, spirit-crushing displays of sin and hostility within the church by people who claimed extraordinary spiritual authority, because of their secret spiritual knowledge, and yet who lived like crooks and libertines. It wrecked their congregation and constituted spiritual abuse. But John is saying, all you need to know, to know that you have eternal life is to trust in God through Jesus Christ. That’s all the knowledge, or gnosis, you need for eternal life.

John’s disciples weren’t the only believers to need a reminder of the assurance of God’s love for them. They weren’t the only ones to come out of crisis and confusion wondering if God still loves them. Or does the trial we’ve just undergone prove that we are outside the realm of God’s favor and grace?­ This is what we naturally wonder about whenever we are knocked down by disaster or disease, by lack or by loss: Why did God do this to me? Or why did God let this happen? Does he love me no more? Am I beyond the pale, outside the reach of his grace?

Some well-intentioned people live without an answer to this question, and surely it must bother them. Some would even say that we’re not supposed to have an answer to this question, so that a healthy amount of fear will keep us on the straight and narrow path, supposedly. Otherwise, if we know that God’s favor and our destiny are secure, they ask, won’t we use such assurance as a license to do evil? Shouldn’t there be a stick of fear, as well as a carrot of assurance, to make us good and keep us that way? That’s what my Muslim friends have asked. They say that such knowledge of God’s favor and our eternal destiny is only for God to have, and that its prideful for anyone to claim to know that we’re eternally and safely redeemed. A lot of Christians believe that way, too.

If so, I hope they didn’t get it from me. That’s not the kind of life which John is offering to us in this letter. Not to people who are probably already wondering if God has hung up the phone on them. Think long enough about what he says, “that you may know that you have eternal life,” and a vision of another world, another universe, another entirely different approach to life begins opening up before us. Not a world nor a life driven from behind by the fear of punishment and rejection—that is childish. Its where we begin our moral reasoning as toddlers. We obey because Mom and Dad are bigger and more powerful than we are. We fear that if we misbehave, Mom or Dad will punish us. Or abandon us. Or they won’t love us anymore. But that fear doesn’t always help us do better. Sometimes toddlers act up, unconsciously, just to push their parents, to see if its true, if they will leave or stop loving us if we keep whacking our baby sister on the head. They have to learn that, while that’s wrong, Mom and Dad won’t stop loving them. But a life lived only out of the fear of hell is hell already, compared to the peace and assurance that God offers us.

While goodness based on fear is better than no goodness at all, it still falls far short of goodness born of confidence and assurance, a good drawn out of us by a holy love and desire for God and for everything God would give us. Instead of living in an infantile, servile, immature fear of punishment, the gospel invites us to grow and mature in love and confidence. And so John says, in this same letter, “Mature love casts out fear.”

And to those who would say that such assurance of salvation is prideful, and leads to feelings of superiority, because we made the right choice of faith and they didn’t, I would say, Yes, unfortunately that can happen. But when it does, its because we don’t really understand either the nature of God and the depth of God’s love, nor the nature and depth of our need. The assurance of God’s love for us does not rest on us and our being deserving of it. Anyone who claims to be more deserving of God’s love than the thief on the cross who simply said, “Jesus, remember me, when you come into your kingdom,” understands neither the kingdom nor the cross. They know neither God nor themselves very well.

Our assurance of eternal life rests upon God, God’s love, God’s nature, God’s will, and God’s Word. And as John points out, if we don’t believe that God is capable of loving us and accepting us unconditionally, simply because we reach out for it by faith and grasp it by trust, if we don’t believe that God can finish what he began in us and bring us safely all the way home, and that God really wants to do that, whatever the cost, then we’re calling God a liar.

That still doesn’t make it always easy to trust in God’s love and God’s power to do what he says he will do and bring us safely into his kingdom. Not when disaster, death or disease, or when lack or loss can feel like evidence that God has turned his back on us. So John’s words require of us two things: 1) is courage, the other 2) is love.

The theologian Karl Barth defined faith as “accepting that we are accepted” by God. John, in his letter, is calling bruised, confused and broken people to accept, contrary to the recent evidence in their lives, that God accepts them, loves them, and that they are eternally secure in Christ, as long as they stick with him. That’s all they need to know to make it home, safely. To do so, to accept their acceptance after having been divided, defeated and demoralized, is either foolish, or courageous. I prefer “courageous.” So John has urged on us the courage to accept that we are accepted by God, whether life looks that way or not, whether we even feel that way or not. That’s what I would add to Karl Barth’s definition of faith: accepting that we are accepted, yes. But also having the courage to accept that we are accepted, even when the evidence of life seems to say otherwise.

That’s what “the lord of the pots and pans” had to learn. That’s what Brother Lawrence called himself, because he was the chief cook and dishwasher in a French monastery during the 17th Century. His testimony is recorded in the devotional classic, Practicing the Presence of God. That’s what Brother Lawrence did. He lived life as a constant running conversation with God.

His deep and constant spiritual discipline made him all the more aware of his sins and shortcomings. So for four years he said he was deeply troubled by the possibility that, at the end of his life, God would not accept him into paradise. But his anxiety lifted when he finally surrendered to the logic that God could be counted upon to do the most loving thing with him. Again, because of who and how God is, not because of who or how Brother Lawrence was. From then on he said he would simply place his faults and sins before God in honest confession and trust God to live up to his word, to forgive and to cleanse him.

But sometimes that’s very hard to do on our own. For very long, that is. And that’s where love comes in. As a pastor, I see this all the time, but rarely am I at liberty to tell all the stories I see about how someone’s love helps pick someone else up when they’ve nearly lost all hope or strength for the journey. That’s what we do with all our visits and cards and phone calls of encouragement and support, isn’t it?

So I’ll turn to fiction instead. John Bunyan demonstrated the need for this courage, and the strength we find through being loved, three centuries ago in his classic novel, Pilgrim’s Progress. If you haven’t read it yet, I highly recommend it. He seems to have known the words to the hymn, “Through many dangers, toils and snares I have already come; tis grace hath brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead me home.” Because that’s the plot of the story. The main character, Christian, encounters many “dangers, toils and snares” on his way home to the Celestial City. Pilgrim’s Progress is not only fantasy; its also, in some ways, autobiography. Bunyan had his own struggles with doubt, depression, persecution and guilt, all of which are reflected in his book.

One of the dangers Christian has to face by himself is the fire-breathing dragon, Apollyon, a symbol of Satan, the Accuser, who nearly overcomes him with accusations of his sin and failures. They are more true than not, Christian has to admit. But by clinging to the sword of God’s Word with his last remaining ounce of strength, he sends the fiend fleeing, wounded and bleeding. So he survived, by the skin of his teeth, by showing the courage to accept that he was accepted, in spite of the half-true accusations that Apollyon was flinging at him like flaming arrows.

There are other trials which he survives, but only with the help of friends. Christian would have succumbed to public ridicule in the public stockade of the City of Vanity Fair if his friend Faithful hadn’t endured it with him. After Faithful is executed at the stake, another friend, Hopeful, joins him on the journey.

Then they are both captured and locked up in the dungeon of Doubting Castle by the Giant Despair, where they are both beaten, starved and taunted. Again, Christian nearly gave up all hope and surrendered to despair. But Hopeful says to him, “My brother, Apollyon couldn’t crush you, nor the Valley of the Shadow of Death. And remember how you played the man in Vanity Fair. Don’t forget I’m in the dungeon with you, a far weaker man by nature than you are. This Giant has wounded me as well as you, and cut off the bread and water from my mouth. And, like you, I’m deprived of light. So let us exercise a little more patience, and bear up as best we can, and keep on praying.”

By the end of the journey, it is evident that neither Christian nor Faitfhul could have made the dangerous journey without the other. Their loving support gave each one of them the courage to accept that they were accepted by God, when their enemies and their setbacks kept suggesting otherwise. Critics of Pilgrim’s Progress have asked where God is in the story, he never really shows up anywhere to help, when the dangers are so terrible and the journey is in his honor. But I think Bunyan was making a point: by making God seem absent, Bunyan helps all of us who have felt at times like God was absent, though he never really is. But that absence also highlights how God shows up instead in the timely appearances of friends who help Christian get through and survive the “many dangers, toils and snares” in their path. Indeed, their loving support for each other was sometimes all the proof of God’s acceptance that they had. That rings true for me; it is how I have most often experienced the sustaining grace and the unconditional acceptance of God: through the unconditional love of others, who lent me some of their courage when mine was failing.

In this congregation are many stories of courage: courage to face disease, to face the losses of life and of family and friends as we age, the courage to face things like unemployment or to emigrate to a new country, to travel and serve in other countries, even to start a new church, or to join a new church. In each of these stories of courage no one knew what the immediate outcome would be. But it has to help knowing what the long-term outcome is: eternal life. All we need to know about that is “tis grace hath brought us safe thus far, and grace will lead us home.” Not because of who we are, or how we are, nor what we have done, but because of who God is, how God is, and what God has done. Do we dare to believe that? It makes all the difference in the world, this world and the next.

OF LAW AND LOVE…

Monday, June 15th, 2009 by mswora

..a thorny issue for Christians. And no, I’m not going to advocate breaking out the sacrificial knives and trying to catch pigeons to dispatch during our worship services. But, contrary to the spirit of our age, is law always loveless, and love always lawless? That’s the challenge laid before us in John’s Second Letter:

OF LAW AND LOVE

I John 5: 3 For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments. And his commandments are not burdensome. 4For(everyone who has been born of God overcomes the world. And this is the victory that has overcome the world—our faith.

The American man who bought the Italian woman flowers expected, or at least hoped, that she would get the point: that he loves her. Instead, she got angry and agitated. Then someone explained to him: the red poppies that he thought were so beautiful—and they are—she grew up knowing to be signs of eternal slumber, used at funerals. Woops.

Sometimes its hard enough knowing how to show our love for flesh and blood people. Two weeks ago we considered the stirring and strenuous words of John chapter 4: “This is how we know what love is—Christ Jesus laid down his life for us.” If the willingness to die for someone, if need be, is the litmus test of love between people, then how do we mere mortal humans express love for God? Especially a God who already owns everything, especially a God who has given us life, the world, and himself through Jesus, who died for us? After all, that’s what our gathering here is about today, isn’t it? That’s what our hymns and prayers are about, expressing love to the God who loves us, to God who is love. Is that all it means to love God?

So I imagined the following dialog between myself and God, over the stretch of many years. As I pondered over today’s passage, I came to realize that this very question, “How am I to show love to the God who loves us, the God who is love?” is the driving question of my spiritual journey. So I start this imaginary dialog with God at a visit, some 25 years ago, to a beautiful, ornate, Medieval Gothic style cathedral in southern Belgium. The light filtering through the stained glass windows, the glow of candles, the sound of the organ, the smell of incense, the layers of gold enfolding sacred objects, the jewels and pearls on boxes holding the relics of saints who long ago gave their lives for the love of God (so they say), were so magnificent and inspiring, they had had me wondering, “Is this how to show love for God? By building or enriching these majestic cathedrals with their spires towering over the fir trees and farm fields of southern Belgium? Is this how I should show you my love, O God, by building or maintaining such monuments to your glory as this?” I wondered.

And it seemed as if, down through the years, I have almost heard the whisper of a voice from a realm more solid and enduring than this one, saying, “My child, do not judge too harshly those who came before you in the faith, for you are no wiser nor purer than they. But do not be too quick to copy them either, for as I told King David, another imperfect servant who loved me, ‘I do not dwell in houses made by mortals, nor can any building made by human hands contain me. Instead, I am building a home for fallible mortals like yourself. Indeed, I am making of you a temple in which I dwell, a temple built of all who love me, together. Such people have met and worshiped me in spaces like this sanctuary that humbles and inspires you. But if you are also distressed by the fact that the gold adorning these objects was obtained by conquest and loot, taken from the mouths of the poor and the needy, I am all the more so, for it was done in my name. If it grieves you that from this ornate marble pulpit was preached a call for Crusade to kill Muslims, allegedly for the love of me, know that it grieves me all the more. For anyone who says he loves Me and yet hates his brother is simply lying. At least to himself. My dear child, if you would show your love for me, I would much rather you built up and strengthened the cathedral of flesh and blood, of loves and lives that I am building, than that you would ever build me a cathedral of stone, gold and glass.”

And then I came back to my country to find that people were building cathedrals, yes, of glass and concrete, but more so of power, wealth and success, also in God’s name, for love of God. Some were building religious and political coalitions on the political right to advocate for war and weapons or against certain social changes, while some were building religious and political coalitions on the left, to advocate for social changes. Again, they were all doing this in the name of God, for the love of God, the same God, and with equal militancy, stridency and even anger. But with widely different opinions about what pleased God.

And so I prayed, “Is this how you want me to show my love for you, O God, by joining and leading one of these strident political and religious crusades? By building cathedrals of coalitions, mailing lists, phone banks, donor banks, lobbyists and legislators? If so, which one, on the political right or the political left? Because they both have compelling arguments, and passionate spokespersons. And they both invoke your name.”

And it seemed as though I could just hear a still, small voice coming from a realm more pure than mine, and yet as close as my own heart, which said, “Do not be too quick to judge people in either camp, for I know better than you which ones truly love me most, and which ones love power. But do not think that the wrath of man can achieve the purposes of God, nor that my power is beholden to the power of princes, nor that my will can be fully explained by the limited alternatives and definitions that mortals can comprehend. The closest you can come to knowing me, and my will is through something your political demolition derbies fail at: love, love that looks like a cross.”

So if God doesn’t need us building cathedrals of worldly stone, glass, gold, or of power, wealth and influence, then how do we show God that we love him? Then it occurred to me: We can just tell him, with our mouths, as we do in worship. There’s a lot of that in Bible. Like Psalm 116: “I love the Lord, because he heard my cry for help,” and Psalm 18: “I love you, Lord, my strength, my force!” And in response, God said: “”The multitude of your sacrifices— what are they to me? I have more than enough of burnt offerings, of rams and the fat of fattened animals; I have no pleasure  in the blood of bulls and lambs and goats. When you come to appear before me, who has asked this of you, this trampling of my courts?   Stop bringing meaningless offerings! Your incense is detestable to me. New Moons, Sabbaths and convocations—  I cannot bear your evil assemblies. …. They have become a burden to me; I am weary of bearing them. When you spread out your hands in prayer, I will hide my eyes from you;  even if you offer many prayers,  I will not listen.”

Oh dear. I didn’t just hear that in my heart or soul. I read it from the Prophet Isaiah, in response to the worship of his contemporaries. Why, I wondered, would God ever reject his people’s worship, the corporate and public expression of their love for him, and in such hair-raising, spine-tingling, devastating terms? God goes on to say, “[Because] Your hands are full of blood; wash and make yourselves clean. Take your evil deeds out of my sight! Stop doing wrong, learn to do right! Seek justice, encourage the oppressed.  Defend the cause of the fatherless, plead the case of the widow.” Amazing, God takes so seriously, so personally the way people treat each other, as though the way we treated others was the way we treated God. Get that down right, and then our worship will be pleasing, our expressions of love sincere.

Which is what John the Beloved seems to be saying. “For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments.” Is that how we’re supposed to show our love for you?” I asked. God. “By keeping and obeying your commandments?” Then I asked what looks, in hindsight, to be the world’s most stupid question: “What does your law have to do with love?”

It seemed that from the throne of glory I could hear a chuckle. Or was it a sigh? And then a voice that asked me, “O my child, are you so enslaved to the spirit of your age, that you should think that my law is always loveless, and that love is always lawless?”

I had to hand it to the Spirit there, that was a pretty good description of the age I live in. And that was the lesson, unfortunately, of all those hours in theology and ethics classes, reading books like Situation Ethics. Most of our ethical deliberations and discernment in those classes were based on case studies, true-to-life, of someone, say, in a Nazi death camp, like Auschwitz, in which the hero of the story has to decide between stealing food from other inmates or letting her children starve, or selling her body so that her children can eat. Then we pitted two laws against each other, like “Thou shalt not steal” against “thou shalt not kill.” By the time we were done haggling such things out, we would throw up our hands and say, “You can’t say one way or the other, everything is relative, everything is dependent upon the situation, you can’t rely on God’s laws, like the Ten Commandments; you just have to determine what is the most loving thing in any situation.” And so we taught a whole generation of people to assume that law was essentially loveless, and that love was essentially lawless. And that’s why I asked God, “What does your law have to do with love?”

And then it also occurred to me: Nearly 100 % of the time, my pressing moral questions are not, “How am I going to handle this terrible catastrophe, or survive this life-threatening hardship?” but “How am I going to handle my privilege, my power and everything that comes with my relative wealth, strength and security?” I don’t live in Auschwitz or a Japanese POW camp. For such a blessed, privileged life as mine, there is no reason to search for an exception clause to “Thou shalt not steal,” or even, “Thou shalt not covet.” If anything, my responsibility to such laws is greater because of my privilege and security.

Thirty years later, it seems obscene to have used so much of our leisure, education and power thinking up reasons why people might not be able to honor their parents or be faithful to their wedding vows. It is better by far to use our powers and privileges to work for a world in which people are not put into the heart-breaking, gut-wrenching dilemmas that we debated so hard and so long. For that, following the Ten Commandments is a necessary start.

But I wasn’t done arguing with God. “I thought we weren’t saved by obeying your commandments, but simply by your grace through our faith,” I said. Once again, I couldn’t tell if that was a sigh or a snicker coming from above. And it almost seemed, again, as though I could hear the Lord of heaven and earth asking me, “What did I save you for, my child, but for an eternal life of love? And what better definition of love have I given you than my commandments? What better description of love have I given than in the kinds of relationships bounded by my commands? What is the essence of the law but that you love me and your neighbor? And how can you love and obey me if you don’t trust me? What did my Son say to those who asked him, ‘What is the work of God, that we might do it?’”

I paused and searched my memory until God said, “If that doesn’t ring a bell, type the words into your internet Bible site.” I did, and up came John 6: 29: “This is the work of God, that you believe in the one whom he has sent.” So there it is, the first work of the law is faith, trust in God. Faith is where obedience starts. Love is the nature of the law, and God’s laws give form, definition and boundaries to love. Yes, of course Christians are released from the ritual and ceremonial laws of Moses. But from the earliest times Christians have taught, and have been taught, the basic moral and spiritual structure of God’s covenant with Israel, embodied in the Ten Commandments, and in the supreme law on which they hang: to love God with all our heart, mind and strength, and our neighbor as ourselves. And there you have clear descriptions of love.

That’s when I remembered something from an Old Testament class. That the Ten Commandments can be translated not just as “You shall not murder…” or “You shall not covet….” but as “You will not murder” or “You will not covet….” In other words, to love God and our fellow humans, you will not have other gods before God; you will not make a graven image to bow down to and worship; you will not take God’s name in vain; you will honor your mother and father.

Since love is the nature and goal of the law, then we could even say, “Love does no murder….love does not covet…or coveting is not love.” Think of The Ten Commandments as the Ten Boundary Markers. Inside those will-nots, we have a lot of freedom. From those boundary markers and beyond however, we leave the land of love. Love will not steal; love will not bear false witness; love will not kill…”

So I asked again, “Is this what it is to love you, God? Simply to obey your commands?” As soon as I posed the next question, I knew it was foolish, but it popped out of my mouth anyway. I have a seminary degree, but still I blurted it forth: “But words like ‘obey’ and ‘obedience’ seem so harsh and so unloving! ‘Obey’ and ‘obedience’ are for taskmasters and people we fear, not for someone we would love. I don’t demand that anyone I love obey me.”

Then it seemed as though I could hear another sigh, and a voice repeating the words of John that follow his words, “For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments.” The words were: “ And his commandments are not burdensome.” But disobeying them sure is burdensome. Just ask the business man who robbed banks to keep his office supply business afloat. Or at least he tried to. But the only place he could process all the money he got without raising eyebrows was at the race track or a casino. He hoped to be able to take his money from gambling to the bank with proof that it came from his winnings, not from banks. As often as not, however, he lost more than he gambled. And he may have gotten addicted to gambling, and to the rush of making bank tellers tremble. So he had to keep robbing more banks. By the time he was caught and sentenced, he actually said he was relieved. He wished they had caught him sooner! It would have been so much easier, he said, if he had simply let his office supply store go bankrupt and never get started on a secret life of addiction to theft and gambling. Obeying the eighth commandment, or the 8th description of love, “You will not steal,” would have been so much easier, much less burdensome.

But God didn’t tell me about the penitent businessman. I found his story in an online news source. Instead a question occurred to me: “When you object to words like ‘obey’ and ‘obedience’ have you forgotten just who is the Creator and who is the created, and what the Creator’s rights are?” But that wasn’t God who asked me that. It was me.

What God seemed to say was, “My child, I gave you my commands out of love for you, not out of any desire to burden you or stifle you. I want you to know joy and an eternal quality of relationships.” I didn’t hear that from heaven, nor from a burning bush. It comes out of the whole scope and sweep of the Bible, the sense that God gave his commands as a gift, not a burden. “He has revealed his word to Jacob,” says Psalm 147, “his laws and decrees to Israel. He has done this for no other nation; they do not know his laws.”

Twenty- seven years ago, when I taught at a Native-American-run school in St. Paul, I was given a precious gift. On a day when no students were in and we were catching up on grading and administrative stuff, the oldest teacher in the school invited me out to a hole-in-the-wall around the corner for coffee together. After we chatted about other stuff, like the students, I asked him what life was like when he grew up on the White Earth Indian Reservation, during the Great Depression. He organized his tales around the seasons: April was for maple syrup-making and fish spearing; May for planting gardens; summer for building, fishing, farming and gardening, fall for hunting and gathering fire wood; the dead of winter for cutting timber for pulp and lumber companies. Not only was he giving me lessons in history and culture, he was sharing an important glimpse of himself. I have always treasured the gift of that hour over coffee, talk, and self-disclosure.

That’s how our Hebrew spiritual friends and ancestors have understood the gift of God’s law and the commandments. Not as a way to earn God’s love, but as an expression of God’s love. Even as God expressing himself, giving us a description of himself, even a piece of himself. The commands we hear through scripture tell us as much about God as they do about ourselves, or what we can be. They call us to covenant faithfulness and trustworthiness with each other, because that’s who and how God is.

It is said that imitation is the most sincere form of flattery. So we show the sincerity of our love for God by imitating God. God’s commands simply tell us how best to imitate God through love. The laws of God are love’s definition, or love’s boundary markers.

And then I think I heard God saying that any more words and questions on this matter would only show that I want to make loving God more complicated than its supposed to be, and therefore this would be a good time to stop talking and start doing and let a loving life of obedience and submission to God be the rest of my sermon. The end.